Future Tensed

Today
I have a big
dilemma
which way to go?
I am not sure.
What has been destined
and how to get there?
I am confused
If you ask me.

My mind is
so adamant that
wants me to do
something really great.
But doest gimme
any clue
what is the 'beginning'
after all?

Whenever I look around
I find if
everybody is far ahead of me
and I am no where
near success.
Then I shudder to think
how far would I be able
to run?
True. I am determined.
But my lungs are weak
indeed.

It's important
to work hard to succeed
But when your
ambtions are too high
it's simply
not enough.
A good amount of luck
you have to have.

Really
I dont know
If it's just
a need or
To yearn for more
is my weakness.

It may be funny
if you think.
But I want to
cross the moon over
though my legs are
too small.

Let us see
What happens...